"and the hotel story he made up a pack of lies to hide it planning it Hynes kept me who did I meet ah yes I met do you remember Menton and who else who let me see" (U18.37)
"that big babbyface I saw him and he not long married flirting with a young girl" (U18.39)
"at Pooles Myriorama and turned my back on him when he slinked out looking quite conscious what harm" (U18.40)
"but he had the impudence to make up to me one time well done to him mouth almighty and his boiled eyes of all the big stupoes I ever met and thats called a solicitor only for I hate having a long wrangle in bed" (U18.41)
"or else if its not that its some little bitch or other he got in with somewhere or picked up on the sly if they only knew him as well as I do yes" (U18.44)
"because the day before yesterday he was scribbling something a letter when I came into the front room to show him Dignams death in the paper as if something told me and he covered it up with the blottingpaper pretending to be thinking about business so very probably that was it to somebody who thinks she has a softy in him" (U18.46)
"because all men get a bit like that at his age especially getting on to forty he is now so as to wheedle any money she can out of him no fool like an old fool" (U18.50)
"and then the usual kissing my bottom was to hide it not that I care two straws now who he does it with or knew before that way though Id like to find out so long as I dont have the two of them under my nose all the time like that slut that Mary we had in Ontario terrace padding out her false bottom to excite him" (U18.52)
"bad enough to get the smell of those painted women off him once or twice I had a suspicion by getting him to come near me when I found the long hair on his coat without that one when I went into the kitchen pretending he was drinking water 1 woman is not enough for them" (U18.57)
"it was all his fault of course ruining servants then proposing that she could eat at our table on Christmas day if you please O no thank you not in my house" (U18.60)
"stealing my potatoes and the oysters 2/6 per doz going out to see her aunt if you please" (U18.63)
"common robbery so it was but I was sure he had something on with that one it takes me to find out a thing like that he said you have no proof it was her proof O yes her aunt was very fond of oysters" (U18.64)
"but I told her what I thought of her suggesting me to go out to be alone with her I wouldnt lower myself to spy on them the garters I found in her room the Friday she was out that was enough for me a little bit too much" (U18.66)
"her face swelled up on her with temper when I gave her her weeks notice I saw to that" (U18.69)
"better do without them altogether do out the rooms myself quicker only for the damn cooking and throwing out the dirt I gave it to him anyhow either she or me leaves the house" (U18.71)
"I couldnt even touch him if I thought he was with a dirty barefaced liar and sloven like that one denying it up to my face and singing about the place in the W C too because she knew she was too well off yes because he couldnt possibly do without it that long so he must do it somewhere and the last time he came on my bottom when was it" (U18.73)
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